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Im feeling a bit shitty today, im down with cramps and headaches. I just WISH to sleep the entire day. I just had my lunch... And i felt even sleepier. Duhh. By the way, ive decided to pursue my degree part time while werking. & honestly, im praying for May 2011 to pass faster despite bf's bday on the 21st. That only, i cant promise i have time.... Seriously, SeebaySianzzzzzzz.... And worst still, i can sense tht my poorer days are comin back. Im still owing my mum's cpf. U must've known why. And as mentioned earlier... The degree im deciding to pursue isnt free nor cheap for me... I just hope i can manage. Well, a lil sacrifice wont kill, as long as im still surviving, and all ive gone thru isnt gonna be a waste. :-) blablabla, im just cheering myself up.

Irresistable

I always thought fat is ok. But i just feel that whenever im growing fatter.. Ive become lazier... Somehow i need to starve myself for awhile to lose a lil bit which i find it so difficult. Tell me, how can i resist junk food? It just makes me happier. Now what? Oh talking bout resisting... My pay every month will be stagnant, unlike how i was paid with my previous company. So i need to be less generous with my shopping... And start saving like what bf's been advising for the past 3 months. Urm maybe more than tht. But *sigh*... How can anyone resist not buying a pretty bag in front of them? Buttt i did distract myself a lil bit by going sumwhr which doesnt make me use much money... Like taking a walk to pgl end... Feel the wind at waterfront...&&&? Im missing the beach... :-(

Hello friends!
Im still alive and is having xtreme fun.

Oh, i did tell u bout eat seafood like crazy in the previous post right? Now next on the list was USS. =-] awesomeness. We went on 12-12-10. most of the thgs were something new for me... maybe other country might have. They called me screamo because I really screamed on all the rides except for the first lamest pusing2 pening kan kpala ride. And was it the shrek rollercoaster? uhhh the dragon one.... I was screamingggg really screaminggg and thn what?? why's the rest not screaming??? Im screaming alone? Duhh. wasnt surprising whn they laughed at me at the end of the ride. -.-
Im forced to ride the egypt rollercoaster for the 2nd time.... and i did!! altho i was dead scared about it.... hahs. I cant imagine how would i be riding on the 2 biggest rollercoaster, it wasnt open on the day we went.

And... before i forget,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE CHRISTIANS.
I was one of those who had to squeeze thru the crowded orchard rd on the eve of xmas. Was there to actually find with the boys their sleeveless tees for countdown party. was it that difficult to find?? sheesh! We didnt find on that crowded day, however bought the next day.

Despite the friendly funs, couples still need time for their togetherness at a certain period of time. So Nana and Mamat left for dunno where, he just wont tell. hahs. & Me n Bf went to watch yogi n boo boo. Hilariously CUTEE! It's a great movie to watch, & so is 'Hello Stranger.'
Unlike Tron, which is one boring movie, its so boring I wont watch it if they have Tron 2. haha. But movies always fun... & so does shopping!. ooohhh the bag! its so nice, oh theres discount? great... i think i need a cardigan, uhh no a sweater? ... I want the shades, its purple and chic!...

Julie: I dunno what to buy.... nothing in mind...
Fendy: ya right...
Julie: bby! i just spent 70 over dollars! *grin*
Fendy: I knew...

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Cant wait for 2011 countdown party....!!!
Those going siloso beach party, see you there soon! =-]

*I hate sundays because the next day is monday. =[

The 1 thing which is bothering me right this moment and second is my hair, my 2 pimples near my chin, cranky crampy stomach and will be at home till tomoro.
Today is my 2nd year anni wit love Effendy. We've been doing great despite the small arguments. This month was a hell of an unpredictable moments. My uncle had passed away on the 11th of november, which I really felt very very very ... i dunno. it's just that, its the date i started on my new job nearby my place. But im happy in a sense that at least i manage to see his body before it goes 7 ft down. hmms. and im very sad for bf too... he just lost his grandma few days before i lost my uncle.
So... its always been awhile since i started a new post, i wasnt as active as before because i had to borrow sister's lappy. I should get one right? So i can get back online and keep updating stuffs. I find that getting online makes u feel less lonely as people arnd me seems to be very bz with their own things. But wichever makes them bz, they will still be online often.
Aniways, im in an active mode to do a lot of activities. Im looking forward to alot of things end of this year and the upcoming year. Thanks to mamat who created the list for us to enjoy in between our tiring lives of working. We're done with the first on the list, eat-seafood-like-crazy at 'Rasa2'. We spent 180+ over chilli and black pepper crabs, prawns, squids, lala, stingray and sweet sour fish. oh... we had satay as well... =]
Its no use talking bout things that havent happen... so ill just update you other activities later on.
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im still thinking....
how come my menstruation symptoms got sooo bad?

it's the second time i got symptoms like blackout, almost fainted and vommiting plus backpain. and it happened without any warning. I was getting on a bus 2 days back when it happened. I was lucky bf was still available to help me out of my dizzyness and accompanied me to halt a cab instead. thanks to u...
and now...im still on a heavy flow since yesterday...
oh yday! Finally, we went to bowl at marina... we had planned to bowl at kallang... but we were unlucky because its not open to all... they got tournament going about. There goes our cab fare...
hehs.

ok im gonna rest and continue watching movie online... i just got over 'going the distance' earlier... im up for step up 3d now..sumtimes its good to be home catching up with movies and all... =]

BUSY werking, I got not as much time to blog.
Im currently working on a "no life" schedule. So the little free times are used for going outttt releasing tension. =D

Aniways.. Ive just turned 23 last thurs and it had been a joyful day celebrating with siblings bestie and bf.
From town to eastcoast... evry minute was filled with laffter.
the swensen session during the day and the wine + junk food session during the nite were simply memorable. Thanks loves.

Earlier today... bf got mobilized. GOD. He's already ironing his shirt to meet me and there goes his call. But the funny thing is that, I didnt understand him when he said he got mobilized. lol. I thought it was sumkind of sickness or whutt. I panicked a bit at the same time wanted to laugh out loud. hais. i think he knew I didnt understand by the sound of my tone which is why he explained. hehs.
I wasnt frustrated about whuts happening which im supposed to be... like wth, cancel last minute? haha. I cooled down thinking back... "oh. no wonder i got bad instincts 12 hours ago, my heart got so heavy for nuthing." It does frequently happen and i hope im normal.