Reminiscence

Finally Im updating my blog...
I have been working, going out, and when i reach home, ZZZzzzzzzz.

well..
actually, I spared some time to actually post about sum uneasy things that had happened...
It was quite awkward...
I dont wanna reveal names here... but its been 4 years...
Those were the times when I regretted so much... I was naive... and sumtimes I felt I am just one of the b******.
I know how she feels.... And I couldnt do much but to apologise...for hiding and pretending nothing happened...
moreover its not just him one person, its about others too that i met back then....

Well, its good though after declarations and letting out how we felt about it...
But... Its not all good for me too... because I really2 wanna forget bout the pasts... and yea... again, I started to keep thinking about it... and cried over it again and again....

But I regret, doesnt mean I wanna turn back time... for heaven's sake, I dun even wanna go back there and waste my time mending it...
I have gone this far, I have met nicer people...., I have began to think & I am more cautious bout myself....

ok ok.
I think I felt better. [=