I seriously felt not right bout myself. I guess so its just myself.

It happened days back when...

Sumtimes I wished I havent had any feelings.

& that I would be stone-hearted; no one could break my heart.

Gosh, am i talking bout heartbroken....

hell no, im not.

But Im depressed.

No point asking me why... when I could not understand myself.

I expect ppl to understand me.

Ppl got irritated because they always have to give in to me.

& sumtimes I know im wrong, but my ego stopped me from apologising.

& when the other party have to apologise, ill feel bad.

wtf am I going thru? Is it some kind of complicating emotions that im facing?.

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I got pissed off today because my plans have been cancelled since morning.

I got more pissed off because I got no one to blame. Not even myself.