I suddenly miss my mum.(random) but seriously, i miss her. <3
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I donno why. but life's being so unfair. Its not that we are lazy people or sumthing.... we really wanna work to earn.... & its not tht we hav bad intention in future, we only need money to help out others as well as being stable for ourselves. But the thing tht comes in is the thgs either not worth it or simply not for you. Again life's being unfair when u hav to live a life u dun prefer? I dunno, but its just so annoying to see other ppl succeed when u are struggling.... I mean, yea... u feel happy bout those ppl who succeed.... but whut bout urselves? third time im repeating it...life's being unfair... u felt happy for others but never for urself?
Im confused la actually. I just donno whut i wanna do in future.... & its scary to imagine ure holding a meaningless cert after wasting thousands for it.
ok. maybe im just impatient... but how can i not be when I know the solution but couldnt get to it? sucks ryte? Its more pressurising to depend on ppl.... ill keep thinking bout when can ppl depend on me... hais....
Aniwaes. All tht i typed above is fictional.... I typed evrithing tht struck my mind. Bear with me...I just couldnt stand being pathetic.