Dengan penuh semangat, I woke up 6.15 am today to go for a morning jog sumhow to release some stress out of me and feel healthy. But unfortunate me as ever, my sport shoes went missing. So i spent my morning.......... searching the store, the shoe rack and my bedroom. I end up eating breakfast and switching on my desktop. I have never thought of spending my money on sport shoes; pls make my sport shoes appear again...

I feel like shit when i think of cigarette however when i feel like shit i need the cigarette.

& now I couldnt get back to sleep.

Im getting bored. Bored with my life. I have said tht for the umpteenth time, i know. I can be annoying to some people, but dun worry, I have my own clients to listen to my never-ending problems. hehs.
Afterall, i still believe tht a miracle WILL happen. So atleast u can now see, im not tht sad.
Despite that im all broke, my dad's sick, my family's goin to be poor... I still stand with what i believed; a miracle will happen.

&&& I literally sent a job application half-way through to the employer. All because of multi tasking. Embarrassing. Tsk.

...waiting for bf's morning msg.