I still cant see myself in 5 years time.... I am still confuse about whut really suits me... & I fear to start any line. Maybe im lacked of support?. or maybe nobody noes whut i ever wanted. I dont express much bout my ambition to people because I fear that it can never come true.... is it just me and my fear? or is anyone feeling the same way i feel....? Some who have worked with me said that Im lacked of confidence which usually brings down to fright.... even bf agreed the term...
Or paranoid imagining abt how i succeed was only luck and that is very risky to continue succeeding?
God! why am i so paranoid over stuffs that were impossible. & how can i not be more firm with myself and get whut i wanted all my life?
Then i realised....how coward can i be...
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I should really improvise myself, make a difference and make my family proud. Even if it starts bad, I should have been prepared to endure the circumstances. Say whut u ppl hav to say. May god bless me.