Ive always wonder whuts fate all about...ive heard from people's facts saying its already written in ur life... Then why still lead a life? why trouble urself to go find a job... when ur fate is that ure going to be miskin forever? why find love when theres someone fated to be with you? I havent been relying to fate... but whenever I got unfortunate myself...thn ppl will tend to say "accept the fate julie" to my face. Seriously, irritating nk mampos.

If ure going thru a life means ure already controlling how u want ur life to be. That means theres no fate.... its either ure lucky or unlucky.
& I havent been so lucky... except the fact that im extremely contented with my loved ones.
But almost everyone is believing in fate and is making me nervous to make choices in life. Kan mcm kesian if ure so smangat about ur choice all the while but fate already stated that ure not gonna make it... isnt it a waste of time? oh... is it because y we have fortune tellers around...? or is it because y ppl keep on saying life is unfair? Im not totally against fate.... just tht i desperately need someone/something to clear my curiosity and get me over these unimportant thoughts.

& i post this is because i dun wanna waste my time searching or rehearsing when theres fate. =]