Irresistable

I always thought fat is ok. But i just feel that whenever im growing fatter.. Ive become lazier... Somehow i need to starve myself for awhile to lose a lil bit which i find it so difficult. Tell me, how can i resist junk food? It just makes me happier. Now what? Oh talking bout resisting... My pay every month will be stagnant, unlike how i was paid with my previous company. So i need to be less generous with my shopping... And start saving like what bf's been advising for the past 3 months. Urm maybe more than tht. But *sigh*... How can anyone resist not buying a pretty bag in front of them? Buttt i did distract myself a lil bit by going sumwhr which doesnt make me use much money... Like taking a walk to pgl end... Feel the wind at waterfront...&&&? Im missing the beach... :-(